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Hiya, how’re you doing? Ironically I’ve been trying to write at different intervals during the day today to no avail. Now I’m about to go to sleep with work in the morning and it’s Now that I find myself being able to write to you all. It’s probably because night time is one of the times I feel the most vulnerable. It’s at this particular time that I usually feel this way. That’s probably why. Loneliness. *sigh* I suppose that in a way it’s always around in some way or another. Lurking. Though it’s at night time that I feel it the most. I don’t know about you, for me, all my darkest fears, desires and shame tumble down upon me at night time . Before closing my eyes. I have to admit that the strongest of all of them would have to be Loneliness. There are different types and I know for a fact that one of the most painful is feeling lonely when you already have someone in your life. Now that’s a killer. Whether you already have someone in your life or not… Do your...

Men. To some of us they are the most complicated and irritating, yet effing fabulous creatures of all time. You know the way a man can come across as being a complete jerk one minute to being a guardian angel the next? It’s one of the things I find fascinating about men. Things men won’t usually tell you: ( Take note this isn't All men. Men are different individuals. This is a general picture and men may either relate to it or not, at varying degrees .) They feel even more deeply then they let on. Even more so then us, at times. They crave for deep connection and understanding too. Things Do get to them and they actually do consider things that we may think they don’t really think about. Some men are extremely sensitive at heart. Saying the wrong thing goes straight to a man’s core though he’d never admit it. They need a balance between being your hero and feeling safe around you so that they can be vulnerable and crumble in your arms, for you to see a side ...

Hi everyone, how’re you all doing today? Hopefully well ^_^   Before I start writing to you all I always go through this mantra; “Write from your heart, write from your heart, write from your heart and you’ll be fine.” You know, there hasn't been a time that I've written to you and haven’t felt nervous about it. At times I would even delay writing just for that reason. So I couldn't be more grateful for a perfect piece of advice I read somewhere, the male writer said; the secret to writing is not to think about it. There isn't really such a thing as ‘writer’s block’ because we always have things going through our minds. The key is not to think, simply write. It has helped me so much, it’s the rule I now go by and till now hasn't failed me. Anyways, here I am. Fear can, at times, rule a person’s life without them even knowing it. I mean think about it…when was the last time you truly wanted or knew you needed to do someth...

Hey, how are you doing today? I’m about to start my day though I'm in two minds about it. I’m slightly excited yet also kinda not in the mood either…so we’ll see how that works out for me in the end. I absolutely LOVE writing to you all. It gives me such a boost, I get this itch in my fingers, these flutters in my heart and feel all fuzzy all over! ^_^ Alright, today I wanted to talk to you all about a common phenomenon that I've noticed has become the trend lately. I suppose you could even call it ‘old news now’. It’s this norm where everything seems to have a ‘Label’. There are all of these ‘labels’ that there seems to be no end to…ADHD, Handicapped, Low IQ, depressive djbfprmz  disorder  and all the other million disorders and no need to be named conditions that there seems to be a lot of. Now don’t get me wrong, I have nothing against knowing and recognising something when I see it, that’s fine. My qualm is about associating the way a...

Its 3am and im trying to fall asleep, when all those unbidden emotions, feelings, memories flood my mind threatening to take over till I realise that they will as they usually do and I’ll fall asleep in a pool of despair, till I wake the next morning and put it all behind me. Till that very night ofcourse. I think to myself; this is the one time I feel open and vulnerable, let me share it with the world. Pen. Paper. My best friends. Ask me a word and I’d never spill yet give me a non judgmental sheet or document and I’ll pour my heart out. I get off my bed, don’t bother turning on the lights, head back to my laptop that I just turned off moments ago, switch it back on, dim it a little as my eyes slowly adjust to the brightness of the screen, open up my word document. Lying down on my bed with my pillow slightly propped up with my laptop on my lap. I start typing. Love. Lust. Betrayal. Exhaustion. They are a few of the words that describe how im feeling right now. ...

Hiya , how are you all today? Where I am its sunny, warm and pretty outside which is definitely a ‘good start’ to the day if I may say so! ^_^  Decisions… Decisions…Decisions . For some that word might bring up excitement, opportunity and adventure. For others, dread, anxiety and fear of the unknown. I would have to say that I fall under the latter. Now when it comes to making decisions, some are easier than others. The ones that have major impacts on your life and can turn it either upside down or right side up, are surely the scariest ones to make. For me that is. Though I’d be lying if I said that they aren't of the most  intriguing  ones to make. After all how many times in a life time do we get the opportunity to do something that completely changes everything in our lives? Have you ever had periods of time in your life where you felt compelled to do something whether you wanted to do it or not? And despite the many different things you cou...

As my first my blog post, my first thing to do was look at a few blogs and see how they started off their blogs…to only come to realise that actually, I don’t want to do that. I don’t want to be like anyone else. I’m going to be and do me . Afterall that’s what my blogs’ all about isn’t it? Being true to oneself .   So here we are. Have you ever come across different websites/blogs ect.. and thought to yourself; ‘Hmmm I could swear that I’ve read that before’  well the truth is that you probably have. Why? Because what’s happening now is that people are mimicking each other whether consciously or unconsciously . I could almost be accused of that myself..* briefly hides face * As I was about to start writing, without realising it, I noticed that I was actually echoing off titles I’d read many times before off in my head, till I thought ‘wait a sec’ that’s not ‘ me ’. I want to sound like myself and not someone else that I've read many times before. So I...